the journey is the gift

Sometimes I want to just curl up in a ball and cry because I’m not at Governor’s School anymore. And then I feel lame because I feel like everyone else has moved on and I don’t think I ever will.



Hey UNC students,

So the anti abortion activists will be on campus in front of Wilson Library tomorrow all day, I urge you that if you are triggered by the images of aborted fetuses, and images of genocide(holocaust images), please take alternative routes. Also, remember that they are NOT allowed to harass you. Prioritize your health!

Also the UNC Women’s Center and LGBTQ Center are open to students who need a safe space to talk.

If any of y’all hungry college students love pancakes and breakfast for dinner, consider coming out to Breakfast for Bethesda next Thursday at the Phi Beta Chi house!! Tickets are $5 from any sister (ME ME ME!!!) or $7 at the door. Proceeds will benefit Bethesda Lutheran Communities, which provide services to mentally and physically handicapable individuals. (The PBX house is on Hillsborough Street across from Townhouse Apartments!!)

This is a long shot, but are any UNC ladies looking for a roommate for next year?

Mine has to cancel her housing contract. Hit me up.

Well, damn. Now I gotta find another roommate for next year.

*feeling like a piece of shit human being*

i hate these bumps and imperfections on my face

i hate the way my face is so long and my chin juts out so much

i hate the way my finger/toenails won’t grow all curved and pretty like everyone elses

i hate the way my hair always looks the same and i can’t do anything with it because even if i was girly enough to do so i couldnt because my hair wouldn’t cooperate

i hate the way i am so second rate and average compared to everyone at my school and even within the communities i’m involved with at school.

i hate that i have no clue what i want to do with my life and doubt that i have the abilities to do any of it

i hate that i ever had feelings for you

basically i just feel like a shitty-ass person who fails at life.

Can I get some prayers for this money-related conversation I’m going to have with my parents tonight?

Thank y’all.

I’m really stoked right now because Julian Bond is speaking tonight at my school.

He went to Morehouse and helped start SNCC (Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee) which was huge in the Civil Rights Movement!!! I’m really looking forward to it.